I'm having a slight panic about the stuff for my big meeting this morning, and it's so annoying, because I asked people to get their parts to me last week! If they had DONE THAT, we would not be in this situation! Argh.

I have an Honors level class now. These kids are so polite it is frightening. Of course, I've known a couple of the kids in this class since they were about six (lots and lots of community theater) which is weird on a whole other level.

Yeah, everyone towers over me, it's not exactly difficult. Seniors are fun. I find high school kids fun in general.... it's mostly just 8th graders that drive me insane.

I'm strongly considering looking for another job. The thought makes me want to cry, but I'm getting to the point where my current job makes me want to cry, so I'm not sure how it could be worse.

Unless I got a new job that paid less, required me to go into an office, and still had a crazy boss and an insane workload. Then I'd have to quit and sell all my possessions and live in a van.

Yesterday? I got up at 6am, was working by 7am (my scheduled start time is 9am), quit working at 3pm only because my software crashed (again), started working again at 6:30pm, and worked straight until I went to bed at 1:30am. This is a typical day. Today, same thing, up at 6am, working by 7am, and I'm nowhere near caught up - I haven't been caught up in months.

And my boss just yelled at me for forgetting something that is indeed my responsibility, but it's also her responsibility and the Editor-in-Chief's responsibility, and so, when I'm so overloaded and burned out that I forgot something that I've been taking care of for 11 freaking years, I'm a little angry that all the blame's on me.

Someone I have not spoken to in years just IMd me on fb, but doesn't have anything to say. Is not even asking me questions. really is not even making much sense. so odd. I am not responding anymore unless he asks something.

ION - the night settled down here and school work got done and mac went to bed. Much tighter controls and I fully expect to have to disconnect the tv and lock away the ds in the near future. I don't think he will believe the consequences until he has to endure them. Which means I need to watch some shows off the tivo today and also find the keys to the safe.

A random relative PMed me on Facebook. Telling me not to be afraid. She should have told me not to think she was freaky and strange, because that's what I think. She didn't say anything, except that she was family, and not to be afraid. Not hello, not how are you, not a friend request. So, you know. Whatever. Facebook.

My travel toothpaste doesn't work well. Silly Tom. Totally pwned by Jason.

In surprising news, I am unmotivated. Go on, be surprised.

I did find the safe keys though and put away some files that have been needing to go in the safe since July, so there's that.

Things I could be motivated to do today: yardwork, hanging towel rack and magnetic strip in kitchen, cleaning out files, doing a puzzle, cleaning off the tivo.

What I need to do: work at least 5 hours (1 hour down), email job connection people (2), clean bathrooms

It's always so strange when people message you out of the blue on Facebook. I don't like it at all.

I also hate the friend requests from the people who seem to have forgotten that they terrorized me for four straight years in high school. No, we are not friends!

I accidentally friended someone quite awhile ago, confusing his name with an old friend who differed by only a couple of letters. I still have no idea who this guy is, but we have several mutual friends.

I continue to adore high schoolers. These ones are talking about people from Star Wars and football players having a showdown. There is a very technical discussion happening as to who would win this battle.

And they all did their work. Without me asking.