((Sean))
Congratulations, Aims!
Happy Birthday, Vortex!
Spike ,'Sleeper'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
((Sean))
Congratulations, Aims!
Happy Birthday, Vortex!
Vortex, happy birthday, gorgeous!
{{{Sean}}}
Happy Birthday, Vortex!
YAY, AIMS!!
Happy Birthday Vortex!!
Hooray Aims! Awesome!
{{sean}}
Happy Birthday to Vortex!
Woo Hoo for Aims!
{{Sean}} I've pretty much been in a married state for 37 years. So many people that I love and know would be brilliant mates for some lucky person are single. It is something I find an incomprehensible mystery. Seriously, I just don't understand.
Happy birthday, Vortex!
Happy graduation day, Aims!
Happy Birthday Vortex.
Guess where I am? Yes that is right it is LAX.
Happy birthday, Vortex!
Where's Ple and Sumi?
Filly wins the Preakness! Tell me more about this Rachel Alexandra.
{{Sean}} I've pretty much been in a married state for 37 years. So many people that I love and know would be brilliant mates for some lucky person are single. It is something I find an incomprehensible mystery. Seriously, I just don't understand.
It's been hitting me pretty hard lately.
With the exception of S, I've never had any kind of long term relationship, and have spent most of my adult life single. I think I'm a pretty good catch, and that I have a lot to offer, but for the life of me I can't find an available woman who agrees with that.
I mean, if it was something other than "I just don't think about you that way," or something, I could fix that. But there's nothing I can do about the vagaries of attraction.
I've worked pretty hard these last few years at becoming successful, I don't terrify small children with appearance or anything.
And yet, all the women I know just want to be friends.
Most of my friends are in long term, committed relationships. ALL of my old Michigan friends are paired up (and in most cases, sprogged).
It's not so stressful and distracting that it's crippling my ability to function, like the misery I was going through with S did, but it leaves me feeling lonely and sad pretty much all the time.
I guess I just feel like I've gotten to a point in my life where most things I do feel a little hollow without somebody there to share it with.
But nothing's going to happen to change any of that, and I've got it better than most, so maybe I just need to shut the fuck up and deal.
{{{Sean}}} I know how you feel, man.