Yeah, we're building a race of frog-people. It's a good time

Xander ,'Selfless'


Spike's Bitches 44: It's about the rules having changed.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Scrappy - May 31, 2009 12:14:17 pm PDT #11564 of 30000
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

I'm so sorry Shir.


Barb - May 31, 2009 12:18:04 pm PDT #11565 of 30000
“Not dead yet!”

{{{Shir}}}


Anne W. - May 31, 2009 12:19:33 pm PDT #11566 of 30000
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

{{{Shir}}}


d - May 31, 2009 12:36:15 pm PDT #11567 of 30000
It's nice to see some brave pretenders trying to make it interesting.

Sorry for your loss, Shir.


Seska (the Watcher-in-Training) - May 31, 2009 12:42:05 pm PDT #11568 of 30000
"We're all stories, in the end. Just make it a good one, eh?"

Thinking of you, Shir.


DCJensen - May 31, 2009 1:30:55 pm PDT #11569 of 30000
All is well that ends in pizza.

OK, fuck wanting his library.

It's ok to want his library, as it's something you like, and something of him. Best of Both Worlds.

I just want to stop crying. I just wanna be OK for tomorrow. I can deal later, please.

{{{{Shir}}}}


sumi - May 31, 2009 1:41:40 pm PDT #11570 of 30000
Art Crawl!!!

{{{Shir}}}, I'm so sorry for your loss.


Atropa - May 31, 2009 1:43:08 pm PDT #11571 of 30000
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.

Shir, I'm sorry for your loss.


Pix - May 31, 2009 1:43:36 pm PDT #11572 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.

Much love and comfort to you and your family, Shir.


Shir - May 31, 2009 1:59:57 pm PDT #11573 of 30000
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".

Things I managed to do tonight:

Take a shower
Pack a bag for the whatever may come (there won't be funeral, I have no idea about Shiva'h: he asked to be cremated. It's very rare here). Roommate was very handy with tips regarding what I should carry around: now I got sunglasses and 3 toilet paper rolls
Reduced crying
Sending emails to my lecturers to whom I need to hand in some papers. Roommate was also extremely handy with that, making me sound human. I'll try to finish that goddamn paper tomorrow, otherwise my grandfather's death will look like a lie. Nevertheless, I'll go to uni to hand in 2 papers I wrote earlier.

Thanks, guys. I never lost a grandparent before (well, 2 of them were dead for a long time before I was born. Still). It's all new. I may have wrote here some things that were highly affected by this new and confusing thing.

It's 2:00am. I should go to bed.