OK, fuck wanting his library.
It's ok to want his library, as it's something you like, and something of him. Best of Both Worlds.
I just want to stop crying. I just wanna be OK for tomorrow. I can deal later, please.
{{{{Shir}}}}
Hey, don't worry about it. Nest full of vampires, you come get me, okay. Box full of puppies, that's more of a judgement call.
Jonathan ,'Lies My Parents Told Me'
Spike's Bitches 44: It's about the rules having changed.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
DCJensen - May 31, 2009 1:30:55 pm PDT #11569 of 30000
All is well that ends in pizza.
sumi - May 31, 2009 1:41:40 pm PDT #11570 of 30000
Art Crawl!!!
{{{Shir}}}, I'm so sorry for your loss.
Atropa - May 31, 2009 1:43:08 pm PDT #11571 of 30000
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
Shir, I'm sorry for your loss.
Pix - May 31, 2009 1:43:36 pm PDT #11572 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.
Much love and comfort to you and your family, Shir.
Shir - May 31, 2009 1:59:57 pm PDT #11573 of 30000
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
Things I managed to do tonight:
Take a shower
Pack a bag for the whatever may come (there won't be funeral, I have no idea about Shiva'h: he asked to be cremated. It's very rare here). Roommate was very handy with tips regarding what I should carry around: now I got sunglasses and 3 toilet paper rolls
Reduced crying
Sending emails to my lecturers to whom I need to hand in some papers. Roommate was also extremely handy with that, making me sound human. I'll try to finish that goddamn paper tomorrow, otherwise my grandfather's death will look like a lie. Nevertheless, I'll go to uni to hand in 2 papers I wrote earlier.
Thanks, guys. I never lost a grandparent before (well, 2 of them were dead for a long time before I was born. Still). It's all new. I may have wrote here some things that were highly affected by this new and confusing thing.
It's 2:00am. I should go to bed.
Tom Scola - May 31, 2009 2:01:01 pm PDT #11574 of 30000
hwæt
(((Shir)))
Cashmere - May 31, 2009 2:01:04 pm PDT #11575 of 30000
Now tagless for your comfort.
There's a black hole of spendiness about that place, I swear.
I call it the $100 store. I can go in there for a package of toilet paper and still spend $100. It's amazing.
That is gospel. I almost posted that I ALWAYS spend $100 when I go to Target, no matter what I go in there for. I found a great storage option for my current comic books (that are now spilling out of my bedside table).
I'm pissed because the string lights we got at Smith & Hawkin last year have gone out. We checked all the bulbs and replaced the fuses but can't figure them out. I guess we can buy a new string of lights and put the steel spring dragonflies on them but it's a pain in the ass. And I need to get a replacement tent pole kit for the kids' tent so we can camp out in the yard.
{{{{Shir}}}}
sumi - May 31, 2009 2:04:48 pm PDT #11576 of 30000
Art Crawl!!!
I emailed Callaluna (formerly known as Cybervixen) to give her the news in case she frequented the board with Pix and ND and she didn't but she sent back a huge "awwwwww" for the adorableness of the story and hugs and kisses to the buffistas from PARIS.
Yes, that's where she is.
Jessica - May 31, 2009 2:07:58 pm PDT #11577 of 30000
And then Ortus came and said "It's Ortin' time" and they all Orted off into the sunset
Shir, I'm sorry for your loss.
-t - May 31, 2009 2:13:44 pm PDT #11578 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
{{Shir}} I'm glad your roommate is there to help you, now.