Oh dear. I'm sorry you've encountered the ragemaking creatures.
'Heart Of Gold'
Natter 69: Practically names itself.
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Sorry for the rage, Kat? Help to share here, or would that just continue the anger more?
Just won't cause any change. I haven't really slept a full night since last weekend. I was up last night from 1-3 AM. I have had a full and headachey day including cleaning all of Grace's medical shit, including masks which I HATE doing, but will just sit at the sink until I do them. Then we had to have a discussion about moving because our lease is up. In June. And K wants to find a place tonight. I just can't deal with THIS stress until I have a full night's sleep. AND it's February.
My sister is having a 40th birthday "thing". She is appalled because she feels a stripper is inevitable. She has explained to people concerned that she doesn't actually want one, but she's resigned to getting one anyway. I'll check with her later to see if there's anything she does want that I can arrange, but I'm not actually going to talk anyone out of getting a stripper, because I've seen some of the strippers in the Jamaican market, and fuck her, I'm looking forward to it.
Long weekend, resort, friends and family, stripper, September, bring it on.
You need a nice long nap. And radio silence.
Oh. And after bathing and feeding and giving her the usual breathing treatment, Grace she threw up and I had to change her bedding.
I did, however, make adorable little lanterns out of tangerine peals that the kids love.
I know I could get a full night sleep if I took an Ambien, but I'm scared the only way I CAN get a full night's sleep is an Ambien and I'd like to get myself to sleep without the meds.
At least February's almost over?
I went to a burlesque show! It was OK -- would have been better if I could see anyone's lower body, probably... Bad stage set-up. At least the hostess was hilarious! It was two troupes, one of women and one of men! Most of the guys were semi-sheepish. Then there was one drag queen, who totally mopped the floor with everyone. I mean, seriously.
Kat,
at this pont, maybe you need to sleep for your own health and sanity? You know what's best, but getting proper sleep is very important.
Oh Kat, I hate those ragey nights. Sending you vibes for a good night's sleep.
I am considering adding GABA to my night routine on those nights when I can't stop perseverating on something, but not sure. The best article I read on the subject said GABA probably doesn't pass the brain-blood barrier and so any relaxing effect is mostly placebo. But it seems it does relax the body, so I'm thinking that might be enough. Relax my body and my brain should follow, right?
Is this the right version of the Evanesence song?
Because I'm ripping it now if it is and I can send it.