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I can't even imagine that kind of uncertainty. And, umm, not that I can do much from here, but if there's something - anything - let me know. And if not me, well, there's my mom, who's a nurse with a doctor's knowledge (her father told her that being a doctor will suck - he was a doctor himself - so that if she really wants it, she can become a nurse, and go to every medical lessons for doctors she can find. And so she did), and from the past Monday, also a certified aromatherapist. So, for questions, or anything - and here's for no future questions, at all.
Best of luck.
P-C, I'm sorry. ~ma.