I think I need more sleep... or maybe food. After dilly dallying for a few hours, I finally decide to order pizza. I log onto Domino's. Why won't my log in work? I know it's been forever since I used it, and I need to update to my TX address. Eh, screw it, I'll just order without logging in. After ordering the pizza, I remember, Oh ya, I always used Papa Johns in CA. Duh.
Where's the praising and extolling of my virtues? Where's the love?
Host ,'Not Fade Away'
Spike's Bitches 44: It's about the rules having changed.
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omnis_audis - Jul 17, 2009 3:25:30 pm PDT #17023 of 30000
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir
Sean K - Jul 17, 2009 4:21:26 pm PDT #17024 of 30000
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
javachik - Jul 17, 2009 4:28:43 pm PDT #17025 of 30000
Our wings are not tired.
Happy Birthday, Juliana!
askye - Jul 17, 2009 4:58:17 pm PDT #17026 of 30000
Thrive to spite them
The voices in my head are back, and I'm very happy. About four days after I started taking the Zoloft, everything went quiet. I've normally got a commentary/daydream/soundtrack running in the background, but for three days there was nothing. Not even the my thoughts were making themselves known. Horrible. I'd rather have meltdowns than echoes.
connie, I felt like that when I first got out of the hospital and was on...well different medicine than I'm on now... I was sitting in my living room alone and no running commentay/daydreaming anything. I thought "huh, so this is what normal people are like. Damn this is boring." Luckily it all evened out. But I noticed after being on the Straterra (for ADD) and then off of it and back on that my mental "talkiness" is dialed down but I don't notice it as much so it's easier for me to concentrate. Which is good.
That sitting on the couch moment happened NINE years ago in June. I almost can't believe it. Last night I was looking through Facebook and seeing people I knew from high school and middle school and feeling inadequate and really down because I haven't gotten so far. I'm a receptionist with no college degree who could use some social skills and some lessons on Being a Better Friend to Others. But then I look at how far I've actually come and it's pretty damn amazing. So I have to keep reminding myself of that.
askye - Jul 17, 2009 4:58:30 pm PDT #17027 of 30000
Thrive to spite them
Happy Birthday Juliana!
Nora Deirdre - Jul 17, 2009 5:06:48 pm PDT #17028 of 30000
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
Happy birthday juliana! Have a wonderful night!
WindSparrow - Jul 17, 2009 5:37:28 pm PDT #17029 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
askye, I think you have plenty to be proud of.
DCJensen - Jul 17, 2009 5:39:29 pm PDT #17030 of 30000
All is well that ends in pizza.
Happy Birthday Juliana!
Connie Neil - Jul 17, 2009 7:01:49 pm PDT #17031 of 30000
brillig
"huh, so this is what normal people are like. Damn this is boring."
Yes! I figured that's why there's so much bad television, because most people's minds are silent and they need something to fill it up.
If that's normal, I don't want to go.
Scrappy - Jul 17, 2009 7:39:06 pm PDT #17032 of 30000
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
I dunno, nobody I know is without an inner monologue. Maybe really stupid people have that quiet, but it seems really rare in my experience.