I'm sorry Anne. You and my DH seem to be in the same place
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Yayayayayay Glam and DW and Little Glamboy!
{{{Anne}}} That's a terrible, demoralizing place to be emotionally. It's also a place many of us know all too well--which sucks, but at least you're so very far from alone. Vibing general life get better~ma at you.
Oh Anne, I am so sorry that life is hanging heavy on you right now.
Thank you all very much. I know this will pass, but I'm very tired of being tired.
I'm also tired of being in a state of mind where all I can see is what I'm doing wrong. Tired and a little frightened, because that can lead to one hell of a self-fulfilling prophecy.
Oh Anne, I'm so sorry. That's a particular hell that's so hard to move out of. Someday it will be a memory. I promise.
{{Anne}} That is a very sucky headspace to be in. I hope it clears quickly for you.
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{{Anne}} I'm so sorry. The job wearing you down, I hate that, and I really hate the way it slips over the bounds of the job and infects the rest of your life. I hope things get better soon.
Oh Anne, that suck. I hate that feeling.
But YAY for the GlamBaby, and for PC's car issue working out. I still have a dent in my passenger side door because I didn't realize it happened until forever later...since I never go on that side, I have no idea when it happened!
{{{Anne}}}
I really need to find something better for my ankle. I can't keep having nights like this.
I'm pretty sure this means no rollerblading in Maine. Maine is the best place for rollerblading -- the neighborhood where we stay has almost no traffic, and the streets were only paved recently and are still really smooth. Put on wheels, and I can go zoom.
I think my shoulder is almost better enough for me to try trapeze again, though. So I can fly, even if I can't go zoom. Maybe. I'll try kayaking first, and if my shoulder survives that, then I'll try trapeze.