Buffy ,'Beneath You'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
I should be super excited, but I can't seem to muster the tiniest bit of enthusiasm.
don't beat yourself up... Tom and I have been pretty anti-social all weekend too- sometimes it's tough going to get the energy to, well, get going. Once you get there, I am sure you'll have a lovely time- it's ok that you aren't bouncing off the wall in anticipation beforehand...
Nora is wise.
Vortex, I...don't even know what to say. Fay said it pretty well, actually. I'd be furious with her. (Your mom, I mean. Silly vague pronouns.)
Seriously. No calling at 2AM unless it's life or death.
Or a pre-approved drunk dial to a missing F2F Buffista.
Thanks, Nora. I'm sure I will have a good time once I get there too, but right now I am exhausted and sore. I'd much prefer a cup of tea and a book followed by a long ass nap.
((((sj)))) I hate the days when it's a struggle to want to do anything, even fun things.
I'm having the opposite problem. Drew's gone, and I'm on break. I could do schoolwork (I have a couple of academic books I need to read) or write or sit around and watch a movie or go work out at the gym I pay for for no apparent reason, but what I really want to do is go hang out with a good friend. Alas, two of my best local friends are away, and the others are busy. I'm not depressed about this, but I am fighting inertia. I need an outside motivator to get myself moving, it seems. Behold my lazy! It is fierce!
Kristin, you should have stayed in Connecticut longer! We're heading home today, and I would have loved to see you again.
I know! No way I could have, though. I'm only home for a total of 12 days all summer, and Drew's home a lot less. The poor pets need some reminder that they have humans. Plus, it is nice to be home. I'm just filled with teh lazy.
The poor pets didn't even occur to me!
I am so fidgety today. Lewis sent in that application and I would love for him to get this job SO bad. But my method of coping with the waiting is very different from his-- I've been looking at Austin city guides and real estate, just thinking ahead because if it does pan out, then one of us has a head start, plus, I like playing the "what if?" game (I'm a writer-- it's my everyday M.O.) and if it doesn't, well, at least I've learned new things. However for Lewis, if he thinks about it too much, he starts really anticipating and wanting too much and I think he's afraid to want too much, because if it doesn't work, he'll be that much more disappointed.
ARGH