Oh Tep that so sucks.

JesusGOD, Tep, that freakin' blows. I suppose she doesn't have any other recourse other than to shoot them the finger as she leaves the building?

{{{smonster}}}

I so wish I was going to F2F. But as it turns out, it may have been for the better, in terms of some other stuff. We'll see.

I suppose she doesn't have any other recourse other than to shoot them the finger as she leaves the building?

Nope. Ohio's an at-will state.

I just talked to her again, and she and my stepdad (he works at home, so he was there when Mom got home) have already gone through their closets and gotten rid of all the clothes with the school's logo/name/etc.

And she is overflowing with the milk of human righteous anger.

t edit And after 8 years of employment, she got 2 weeks' severance, and 6 months' health insurance.

Have I mentioned that I hadn't yet made my donation to the school's annual fund drive? Hope they don't hold their breath waiting for it.

as she should be...

That sucks, Teppy. I wish them joy in finding someone who can increase enrollment in this economy. Fuckers.

The people behind me are having a privacy fence built about a foot behind my chain link fence. They are doing this without doing anything to clean out the assorted weeds, shrubs and tree seedlings within that foot. I did mention to the workers that taking out the several trash TREES that would be between the fences would be a fine idea and they did do that. They had been adding to the shade in my back yard, which it hardly needs. However, an 8-foot fence will pretty much keep any sun out of the back for most of the day. Even more annoyingly, they have the opaque fence. I get to look at the weeds and god knows what that grows up there, plus it will be a mosquito haven.

eta: If I were her, I'd be sorely tempted to delete my contact files as I left.

The severance is shitty, but I'm impressed with the health insurance.

Egad, Teppy.

Oh Teppy, that sucks beyond words. Much job~ma for your mom.

And while I appreciate the love and support of my friends, I do not believe for a second that "it will happen," because the world just doesn't work like that.

Sean, I say this with love, and I wouldn't offer this personal advice here normally but since you keep bringing it up, I'm just going to say it. You have to stop thinking like this. You have to. Because while maybe the world doesn't magically make everything better, it also doesn't magically make everything hopeless, and going around with an attitude of "I'm going to be alone forever" or treating every woman you meet as a potential date and then getting upset when she can't be (for whatever reason) does nothing to help the situation. If you expect good things to happen--or even just hope they will--people see that in you. I feel like lately you're so down on yourself and so determined to believe that nothing good will come that you're creating a self-fulfilling prophecy or, as someone said above, making excuses.

You have to get happy with yourself before you can be truly happy with someone else. I know that's a cliche, but it's true. You seem to be looking to get happiness from someone else, and that isn't a healthy place to be. I get that you are lonely, and I get that you had a hellish relationship with S that really hurt you and made you feel even more alone much of the time, and that sucks. We are here for hairpats and validation that yes, that was horrific, and no one deserved to go through it. We are also here for hairpats and validation that you are smart, fun, funny, and cute--not a troll at all. We aren't lying, but if you refuse to believe it, that's on you.

Just...stop trying so hard. Focus on what makes you happy day to day, be it work or friends or games or whatever. Take opportunities to meet new people every chance you get, and strike up conversations with everyone, not just the girls you think are "cute." You may find the perfect woman inside any number of bodies and faces. Rather than jumping straight to "should I ask her on a date," why not get to know her a bit? And if she is in a relationship, don't instantly discard her as a waste of your time. For one thing, I'd hope that you'd still value another friend, but that woman could also end up having a friend or a sister you'd never have met had you not become friendly with her.

I adore you, Sean, and I want you to be happy. Please let yourself be.

I am reminded of the journalist in the Wire, asked to be two places at once who finally gets disgusted and blurts out "Why not shove a broom up my ass...I'll sweep the floor too." Not that Tep's mom would ever say such things.

Shoe Suggestions Sought

I've purchased this dress for a family wedding. [link]

Any shoe thoughts? I can't wear too much of a heel because of a toe problem. Ugh.