Perimenopause does suck. In fact, I’m still convinced that whoever designed these human bodies was on crack or something, definitely needed to take a little bit more time to get the flaws out.

I went to the doctor today and got all the drugs. Hopefully, I’ll be feeling better by Monday, when my sister arrives. This cough does not want to go away.

Chihuahuas are pretty well known for being one-person dogs and disliking everyone else, aren't they? You'd think a pet with all the wilderness survival capability of a Guinea pig might be motivated to curry favor with as many potential providers and protectors as possible.

You'd think a pet with all the wilderness survival capability of a Guinea pig might be motivated to curry favor with as many potential providers and protectors as possible

My dog loves me a lot but he absolutely would be like “oh no, I have no mother….hello nice stranger will you be my mother?” And they would say yes of course!

Skinner is quite devoted to me, but will abandon me in a moment to anyone with a treat. A complete stranger who opens the car door and asks him if he wants to go for a ride would have Skinner forever. On the rare occasions when he doesn't like someone I know there is something up there.

CB doesn’t like everyone unreservedly, and she’s often shy when someone first meets her (especially kids and men) but she has a bunch of people she likes as much if not more than, us.

Askye, sitting quietly and ignoring the dog and letting her approach might work. And, like others said, giving her food (can you ask M’s mom to let you handle feeding her for a few days, maybe?)

My weird anxiety dream was that I was the show runner on a new Star Trek series, but I had no concept for the series. But I distinctly remember wanting to really sell Luxury Gay Space Communism

Gee, I wonder why everyone seems to be having stress dreams...

I had weird post apocalypse dreams about having colonized a grocery store? It was odd. And then I dreamt about being at a wedding and people were dancing and it was fun and all…and then I realized I hadn’t gotten to eat any of the cupcakes (there were tons of them in lieu of cake?) and was v disappointed when I found out they’d all been put away. Oddly I did not wake up hungry for breakfast, though if a cupcake showed up I’d probably go for it.

Rain overnight, it is a wet and drippy morning, and I have a new visitor -- a somewhat bedraggled juvenile downy woodpecker showed up on my little balcony, trying out the suet feeder.

Can fly, but not very well. Can clamber around the soft pine of the balcony rails, but not skillfully. The tailfeathers are still too short to do a good job of bracing any vertical poses. [link]

I like to think it is a chick of the adult pair who have been entertaining me all winter.

I'm on my way back to Pigeon Forge. I might be out there until Memorial Day. Glad to have the work, but this project is adding up to a lot of time out of town.

Oof, that's a long stint, ND -- do you mean there the whole time, or back and forth? I mean, either way...

I'm... here. Nothing really to report. Some general ~ma this way toward DH on the job front would not go amiss. Two sort of promising leads this week, one going to phase one, and the second, we shall see. It's tough out here.

About to head out to Aldi for a grocery run. Such is the excitement in my life. We did have a super yum dinner with friends at Mamma Chang's last night (Peter Chang's is a chain, right? Is Mamma Chang's? They're related. Anyway, it was really quite good!) -- social ties keeping me afloat, basically.

I think I will work from the library this week. I need a change of scenery. And by work, I mostly mean look for work and do a little contract stuff. Ay, ay, ay.