If you experience a LOSS of blood pressure or pulse? Like, not just low BP or pulse, but GONE? Yeah, that's an ER trip. Or a morgue one. Wtf.
I don't want to work tomorrow. I'm working with people who don't want to get shit done, and I only come here every six weeks or so and every time they're all "yea, working on that, have it for you next time" and the next time they maybe have one of five things done, and now it's been MONTHS that shit should've been done and I just want to yell at them and I can't. But if they don't do their job I can't do mine and it makes me crazy.
Work is bullshit, clearly.
I'm having a wardrobe semi-fiasco this morning. At the last minute, I decided my sweater and skirt was too frumpy, so switched to a button-down and cardigan. Got to work, sat down, and the buttons up the front of my skirt all gape open in a really unattractive way! Went to the bathroom and examined my options. The shirt is too long to untuck, but I can button up the cardigan half-way, and it's more or less OK. PHEW.
Gaping is not good. I have one button skirt that is all gapesville.
In a quiet house so early in the morning. I am super uninspired to DO anything.
Talk more, people. I'm starting to obsess about things like breakfast's arriving at 9 today and 6:30 yesterday. This morning, the guy just roughly pushed my laptop, book, et al to the side and plopped down the tray in a way that put hot broth 18 inches away from my mouth.
I wish I had anything at all to discuss, but I feel pretty gutted this week. Simply exhausted and a bit empty.
My coffee is too hot and my breakfast burrito is too cold. Who should I sue?
Today is my Friday and my goal is no crying while at work.
My protein bar is unsatisfactory. Why do I never learn this lesson about protein bars?
Today is my Monday. I got to work this AM and someone who knew I was off yesterday scheduled a call for me at 9. Before that, someone else called. Then I had a meeting. It was after 10 before I even got to think about getting coffee.
Currently I am sitting at my desk fuming because the project manager of my main project does not think that the fact that the project is meant to be done by a position that my org hasn't even bothered to hire is not a constraint on the project. I just want to yell, "THIS IS NOT MY FUCKING JOB!" at her, but I doubt that would be productive.
