Apparently I am very hard on myself, that was the insight today. I project my disappointment in myself as if it were coming from others, thus always thinking I am disappointing them.
Oh, yeah, I get this. As in, I do the same thing.
Xander ,'End of Days'
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Apparently I am very hard on myself, that was the insight today. I project my disappointment in myself as if it were coming from others, thus always thinking I am disappointing them.
Oh, yeah, I get this. As in, I do the same thing.
Timelies all!
Yay sara!
This Guardian article is so depressing. [link]
Yeah, I read that, and yes, depressing. And angry-making. I just want to whap people like that upside the head.
Too depressing to read all of, for me. Sigh. People are very disappointing. Not msbelle or lisah, of course.
I found this article [link] to be enlightening. Also, depressing.
I mean, Jesus, asshole who wants to see the world burn because it's not pure enough for his liking, fuck you. I have to live in it. MY KID has to live in it.
Thanks, guys. I won't fully feel free until I have an offer in hand, but this is an enormous weight lifted. It's gonna have interesting repercussions in the short term (I'll probably be pulled off testing after April, probably for a few months), but ultimately it is the right move for the institute and puts me where I want to be.
Also? Fucking snowing! An hour ahead of schedule.
That first article makes me hate people so much.