She reminded me of my problems assimilating B vitamins, so I'm gonna go take some Bs and eat some toast, and go to bed and try to reboot my stupid brain.

I didn't get out the holiday cards I wanted to and I still have things of Ginger's that need to be given out. And my house is a wreck. I just can't deal. I'm sorry I'm such a useless mess. It's taking all my spoons just to keep up with my job right now.

{{{Zen}}} I've got FB open if you want to IM (but I understand if you don't, if it just feels like another task you're not up to; just know that the option is there).

Keeping up with the job, which supports everything else, is very important.

Zen, take care of you now, okay? I *just* today managed to mail things I needed to mail, and only because I had to go to the post office to return a thing.

Zen, I'm awake and at work at the other-side-of-the world, so if you'd like someone to write to, me and my inbox would love to hear from you.

Also, warm and safe~ma to all 'istas.

I hope the morning looks better, Zen. When you're struggling, it might help to focus on the stuff that is just for you, not other people.

Should I apply for a job I didn't get 4 years ago? No, right?

I would say maybe or yes, Jesse. 4 years on,you have more and different to offer, and it shows you are interested in them specifially

I am sick of these snowstorms that dump just enough to make the last quarter mile up the hill to my office a crash hazard but the rest of the drive is slow but very doable. I spun out twice within a hundred feet of the front door of my building. No problems at all on the 20 miles previous.

I hope today treats you better, Zen.

I agree with Lee, Jesse, unless the 4 years have mad you less interested.