I just woke up from a fun little dream. Shir and I were on a road trip together. It seemed to be mostly for fun, but for some reason we decided we didn't want any one to know where we were - so she helped me hack my dad's credit card so we could get money without it being traced to us.
This is really uber cool. If I could only know how to that that in real life... well, let's say y'all would probably see me by now IRL.
I'm dead, dead tired. Last night I had 3-4 hours of sleep after crying myself to sleep; can't even remember the last time I couldn't stop crying. Silly TV is very useful, but I'm getting a sinking feeling out of hell everytime the show's over and I'm back to reality. And they talk too smarty over at GG. I really need to pay attention to details there to get the picture. Sad, I know.
And I don't wanna go to sleep. Because that would mean that tomorrow I'll wake up and drive to my grandfather's funeral (yeah, it switched. Trust me, the man would have flipped if he knew we were burying him in a traditional funeral). And while I think I'm after the initial shock, and realizing he's dead, I'm not ready to bury him yet. I'm just not.
So I'm kindda keeping myself out of bed. For now.
Oh, Shir. This is all just so hard, isn't it? There's no way around it.
But you will get through this. We're all thinking about you, and about your family.
I think I don't have a much choice on this. Sleep it is. And I think it's somewhat comforting, too.
They say to take it day by day. And since I don't wanna take into account tomorrow, I'll just take it hour by hour, or something like it. Sleep is good. Tomorrow can be a lifetime away. I think I can tell myself that.
And thanks, all. I'm just coming here to process things, I guess.
Process away. We will be your cheese product.
Take care of yourself, Shir. Get some sleep.
Shir, I'm so sorry for your loss.
And the cliche is that funerals are for those living, which might help you get through one that you know your grandfather would hate - it won't do him any harm and it might provide comfort for some of the family.
Oh Shir. I'm sorry this happened, and that it's so hard. Hugs.
Shir, I hope sleep is treating you good right now. I wish I was at my computer earlier to Skype with you, or something. {{{ Shir }}}
Guess what? Gothic Charm School is now on YouTube! [link]
Awesome! While I don't consider myself Goth, based on that video, I could easily be an honorary Goth. I look forward to future episodes. Looked great!!
The kitchen is almost clean enough to bake. Hmmmmm.
Nah, dear. It wasn't a request. But thanks. And good night.
I know. But the kitchen might be clean enough, time might be available, and supplies might be purchased for a weekend baking spree.
I love that Kristin responded on the board before waking Drew up. Appropriate, right?
Seems only fair. Actually, he should feel lucky that she woke him up at all. The online response seems perfectly appropriate. So? Will the wedding be online then?
Pix, I loved getting to hear your side of things!
Me too! Honored that I played a part in it. Who knew she'd check Facebook before b.org! (sorry drew, didn't mean to steal your thunder).
Gris, Much interview~ma for you!!!
OK, gotta cook/eat. Then I need to find the manual for old DVR. Grrr. (Megan Walker, still not shipped, sorry).
Will the wedding be online then?
All they have to do is change their relationship status on Facebook, and their union will be recognized in the state of California.
