I've liked okcupid. And have had a surprisingly low ratio of nutballs compared to eharmony and matchdotcom. Ok has a sense of community and is easily navigated.

The fact that I am completely disinterested in dating suggests I should cancel my account, but it has been fun.

{{Barb}} Come on red blood cells, be more abundant!

Some progressing and easy labor ~ma for my cousin please? They had to move her from the birthing center to the hospital because she was becoming dehydrated and not progressing in labor as she should.

Sending ~ma cousinward

I'll be writing a paper on photography, and attachment of value/truth to the final product. All this to say: pictures are really, really tricky, and there's a good reason why we "don't look like ourselves".

Because when your picture is taken, the camera steals part of your soul, and what is left doesn't look the same as before the photo was taken?

Huh. I'm fighting off a panic attack.

I'm not posting this to get hugs (actually, they'd probably freak me out, okay?) -- I'm trying to figure out why it's all of a sudden happening. Weird.

Hello, Ativan.

~ma to sj's cousin.

::gives teppy her space::

Sudden panic attacks are of the suck. Hope the Ativan kicks in quickly.

IOmememeN, I have no motivation whatsoever, which y'all may have sussed out by my very presence here. All my work tasks are the kind that I loathe - cold calls, cold calls IN PERSON, and reviews. So here I am! BLECH. I think my meds may need tweaking.

/mememe

Sudden panic attacks are of the suck. Hope the Ativan kicks in quickly.

When I was having them back in October and November, I at least knew *why,* although it didn't make them any less crappy. And, being me, I want to know why this is happening.

New antibiotic? I guess it's not outside the realm of possibility. But it doesn't seem likely.

I want to know why this is happening.

That makes total sense.

Could it be the feeling so crappy physically for the last few days, Tep?