Excuse me? Who gave you permission to exist?

Cordelia ,'Beneath You'


Spike's Bitches 40: Buckle Up, Kids! Daddy's Puttin' the Hammer Down.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


vw bug - Apr 12, 2008 3:25:56 am PDT #4343 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Oh, Sail. I am so sorry. Peace to you all.

Kristin=FUNNY.

Laga, freaky. I'm glad you're guys are ok.


Strix - Apr 12, 2008 4:06:40 am PDT #4344 of 10001
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger

Kristin, you were in my dreams last night! It was so funny. You were co-starring with Uma Thurman in this 30's era film, and I was in it, except it was a film that we were living, of course (the clothes were GREAT, btw.)

It was like a romantic drama, and Nathan Fillion played the part of the bi hairdresser who was married to one of your friends and you threw a dinner party and he was trying to sleep with me, and his wife was sad and accusing to me in the bathroom as I tried to adjust my stockings and freshen my lipstick, and I was "All what should I do?" and you were "Cherie, she is my friend, but she's a sad wimp an he's really hot."

And then I walked out and he was in his boxers on the dining room table passed out in a pile of coke, and you were waiting for me outside to go to a movie and (you lived in a FABULOUS building, btw) I walked outside and flew (really, more like floated: it was so fun) down the grand staircase in my wonderful fur coat.

And then I woke up. Oh, and for half the dream, you had a a brunette marcelled bob. And there was a Lifesaver factory and I coouldn't make lifesavers, but I defended your English teacher skills brilliantly and got you a job doing something glamourous. But I don't quite remember what, but my speech was dramatic and I talked about historical annexation politics quite a bit.

I need tea now.


Beverly - Apr 12, 2008 4:54:58 am PDT #4345 of 10001
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.

Oh man, I wanna star in one of Erin's dreams!

Sail, all comfort to you and your family. You'll be in my thoughts.


Fay - Apr 12, 2008 5:00:23 am PDT #4346 of 10001
"Fuck Western ideologically-motivated gender identification!" Sulu gasped, and came.

(((Sail))))

Man, the universe needs to LAY OFF my people already!

Also - holy CRAP, I want to be in Erin's dreams!


Hil R. - Apr 12, 2008 5:36:17 am PDT #4347 of 10001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

{{Sail}}

I'm having a lazy Saturday. I wanted to go to services, because there's a special guest speaker, some high-ranking guy in the Israeli army, and I wanted to hear what he had to say, but that would require getting totally awake and dressed and walking to synagogue, and I just don't feel like it.

I think I'm going to go grocery shopping this afternoon. And then maybe grade papers. Ugh.

I really need to try to get back into observing Shabbos better. I know that I feel much better when I do, but it requires preparation, and I haven't been so good with that lately.


beth b - Apr 12, 2008 5:42:13 am PDT #4348 of 10001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

Now, that was a dream. I got up because of a dream I had where suddenly DH and I were not behaving like our selves. I was even hitting him in y dream which 1) I wouldn't do and 2) if I did hit him , it would never be in that girly, wimpy way. I was offended by both of us.

my best to all of you , Sail


Strix - Apr 12, 2008 5:56:28 am PDT #4349 of 10001
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger

it was such a fun dream!

I love dreams where I fly, because it always feels so REAL. I know I shouldn't be able to do it, but it feels so natural.


P.M. Marc - Apr 12, 2008 6:21:34 am PDT #4350 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

I have a pretty stereotypical "smart kid" work ethic - if I decide something's worth my time/effort, I'll be the best little worker bee in the world, but give me busywork and I will procrastinate my ass off.

Yeah. It's alarming how much I can procrastinate on my busy work.

I mean, I rock the house with regular stuff, but the things with no real value added to my job are HARD to motivate for doing.

Relatedly, I am also the geek who will spend an hour programming something to do something boring, rather than spending half an hour just doing the thing myself. Just because it's a cooler approach to the problem.

Long term investment! What if you have to do Boring Task again? You've already automated it! Woo! (What? That's MY justification!)

Eh, it's usually a LOT harder to tell FTM trannies from bioguys than it is to tell MTF trannies from biogirls. Most of the guys I know who've been on T more than few months, and who've had chest surgery, you'd never know. A few, I can guess from experience (height is a big indicator), but even then...if they've got no tits and a full beard, how can you know?

This has been my experience, as well.

Gronk.

Peace to your fam, Sail.

I have no clothing. My mother packed a box of my clothes. It was all underwear and socks. The already packed box of clothes got left at the old house.

Sigh. (Well, at least I found a shirt.)


brenda m - Apr 12, 2008 6:31:12 am PDT #4351 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Gronk.

You know, it's a little depressing how quickly I'm getting responses on a bunch of work emails I've been sending out this a.m. Helpful, but depressing.


Hil R. - Apr 12, 2008 6:33:38 am PDT #4352 of 10001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

I'm reading a NY Times article about how people in developing countries are using cell phones. Really neat stuff going on there.