I posted this in Bitches but I need to talk to people, Will's on his way up but I can't get in touch with my parents or brother.

My kitty Maddie wasn't doing well, I took her to the vet. She started going downhill, I was going to taker to the vet tomorrow morning again.

She was doing bad this morning, I picked her up to hold her while I called an emergency vet.

She had seizures and died.

I've never had anything like this happen to me and I can't stop thinking I should have been more aggresive at the vet.

Oh no, askye! How sad and scary.

I am here for just a few moments before work.

Askye- I am so sorry. That must have been so scary

It was , she was just in so much pain at the end I don't know what to do.

She was really my favorite too.

Do you need anything that we can give? Are you alone?

Oh, askye, you did the right thing. The first vet found nothing, right? And you were with her, doing your best to get her help. I am so sorry.

I called Will and he's coming up now. I finally got a hold of my dad and I'm talking to him. Just chatting with you guys is helping me.

I am sure that even if she was in pain, having you holding her was a comfort to her.

Yeah and I know that even if I called the vet on yesterday and taken her in that this still would have happened.

At teh beginning of last week she was playing and chasing after the laser pointer. She just went downhill fast.

Poor Maddie! She was very lucky to have you to hold and comfort her instead of being all alone.

I just walked into work, and in addition to what I planned on doing, I got left a bunch of alteration. I was expecting someone to email me if there were alterations, but I guess not. So if you see me here before noon- make me go away!